Was Jesus a Carnie?

I have spent the majority of my life in search of answers to why we are here, where we come from and what is our purpose. Based on all of the info, my deep sessions with teaching plants, the evidence hidden as well as my own other worldly experience’s what I have concluded so far is:

I am that which is aware of observing an infinite sovereign being of pure energy that has been tricked into signing up to experience this 3^rd dimensional lifetime as a female for educational and entertainment purposes.  I have done this before as male, female and even other creatures way too many times.  I have been here many times living many lives sharing my lives with similar groups of others playing out similar scenarios over and over.

I wouldn’t know if I learned a lesson before because I have no good clear memory of my past knowledge and these life spans are so short, I only get glimpses of the past.

By the time we each adapt beyond survival and begin to understand how to create a valuable existence for ourselves and one another as a whole in harmony, we expire into the grand recycle bin and start over without a clue why we are here, again.

I think we get to pre-select who we want to be in major parts of our story line and where we start out, who may cross our paths along the way and at what times etc. The rest we create as we go.  The crazy part is we don't know what our group or others are choosing and if we are a part of it.  It gets fun, exciting, scary and is truly an adventure! IT'S A WILD RIDE!

Our bodies were clearly not designed for this world.  My actual light body is capable of many things.  Every thought is a thing and I can manifest and create anything I can imagine.  But my light being doesn't work to it's full potential and capacity inside this human skin suit naturally.

It's been over 150 years and still the missing link evidence for Darwin's theory has not been found or proven.  So we didn't evolve from the monkey.  Part of our bodies DNA may be from here, but the other part of our make up was brought here from somewhere else.  Somewhere very different from this planet.

Much of our “Junk DNA” it is called does not work here. We don’t use most of our brain capacity, so these are a huge indicator that the design is either flawed or much of our DNA was not meant to be combined with what they tried here with us, because it doesn't work here.  Our light bodies are not a good match for these human vessels or these vessels have not adapted to this space and place.

I do appreciate my life, my body and my time here but, it's really a shame that our bodies are so incompatible poorly designed, they do break down easily, don't last long enough to make any wise thoughtful real progress as a race of beings and just plain are not compatible with our light bodies.  

Maybe that Appendix does do something important in another climate or if we used all of our DNA in these body forms? How about those "Wisdom Teeth"?  Imagine what life and the world would be like here if  our DNA, our brains could work with our minds better, and what if these bodies did work to full capacity?  

If we used all of our brains capacity, I bet we would be much more aware, would have far more than just 5 senses to use and enjoy.  We would make wiser long term decisions and would be happier and healthier and be much more capable of creating truly great lives, even if they were short term ones like these 100 year go around a pop?  What if we did live longer life spans?  Imagine how much more you could learn and know with more time to study and apply your knowledge with experience?  

I know I'm giving some transhuminist a boner right now, but where do we really come from? 

So who does our true mommy and daddy DNA for this interface come from?  Did some long headed Anunnaki race experiment with a grand mixture of intergalactic races DNA to create us?  Is that why their are millions of people being abducted for hybrid programs all over the world?

Either our vast history has been erased over and over by said world event catastrophes or not a lot of thought or good planning went into the back storyof our origins in this interface.  We have no owner’s manual or clear truth for the why we are here, but certainly lots of silly ideas around that notion. 

The thrill of the ride is in the mystery. We just show up here without a clue of who we are and have to figure it out with lots of obstacles and rewards along the way.  

Then as we progress by harsh trial and bad error's we leap forward in strides without wisdom to guide us and are punished for not knowing better. Our punishment is having to live with the consequences of our mistakes.  A world of polarity, The Ego vs. the True Light of Love - hopefully rediscovering who we are with our bad case of amnesia in the process.

If we had full access to our true light, powers and knowledge at full capacity, the Earth and the spirit of mankind would not be in the state it is in today.  It is also clear that we are being manipulated by many hidden programs within this matrix by warring factions seen and unseen.

There are other intelligent lifeforms living among us that are not from here.  There are also many other life forms sharing in many other slices of time within our space.  These beings are manipulating us before and after death. This is how my personal journey began.  I needed to find an explanation for what I have been seeing as someone who can see in between worlds and notice those who are from other origin.  This space and “Place” is certainly not as real as we all are lead to believe. 

It is also clear that we are being observed. We are a complex myriad of multilevel entertainment for "higher beings", and for ourselves. We are observing ourselves in the ride.  You get to interact with yourself in the ride/game, and if you get quiet while inside the interface and learn to recognize your voice from outside guiding you along, it's a huge bonus for your progress and fulfillment in life. It gives a new meaning to "Your Higher Self", doesn't it?

Others are spectators and want to help you along too.  Some love us and guide us, some want to control us and need our worship as obedient slaves, who think we are free, and to several we are a natural resource raised as a food. Some are attempting to change our physical bodies with Synthetic Biological Nanotechnology without consent by using a planetary engineering program that is affecting and targeting all living things.  Frequency, Sound combined with Light play a huge role in this interface.  We will find the right frequency to stop the replication.  This interface is teaming with all kinds of creatures that want to play Grand Architect and expand and take over the Universe.

This is an intense, wild and unpredictable place.  It's what ever we make of it.  Within the painful cracks is so much beauty, love and joy, there is no wonder we keep coming back again and again. It is the act of creating that is all the fun.  It's the pure original novelty that makes every second here in this interface worth living in.

We are the creators of our experience here.  We are having a direct in our face chance at rediscovering who we are as creatures of intention and creation.  We must find a way to stop the take over of humanity to live free once and for all, and we will.  Novelty is only novelty if it is free to be that.

I think all of our life experiences are fed into the Akashic Main Frame for a multilevel data record of eternal fractal novelty creation to have the information to create infinite possibilities on all future life interface experiences.

You, the Real You, is probably laying in a comfy chair right now wearing some cool galactic biological suit drinking a Mai Tai. Philip K. Dick was correct.

I think we signed up to come here for the experience, very much like a grand amusement park – A Ride, and this ride is beginning to turn into a bad SciFi Movie.

Maybe when we are in deep sleep, we are taking a dinner break in Real Time?

Dare I ask, who created the Main Frame?  Was Jesus a Carnie?

I wonder if there are many rides to choose from in many, possibly infinite worlds, times and spaces?  

It must be a prototype because for many who come here, it's not always a happy ending.  Maybe they wanted to try an experience with an unknown ending for a change?

It's a great ride but could use some improving.  Maybe the tech team are working out the bugs? Maybe this matrix has a virus and needs a reboot or an upgrade?

It's probably just a low budget experiment that became the all time rave ride in the universe.

Maybe we got free tickets?

YIPPEE!

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Know, then, that salvation is not attained by uttering Mantras, or by the burning of incense, or observing thousands of fasts. Until the incarnated Soul knows that he is divine, he cannot attain salvation. - Mahanirvana Tantra.

Know the Divinity that is within you,
That you may know the Divine One,
Of which your Soul is but a ray. - Proclus.

“Jesus Christ knew he was God. So wake up and find out eventually who you really are. In our culture, of course, they’ll say you’re crazy and you’re blasphemous, and they’ll either put you in jail or in a nut house (which is pretty much the same thing). However if you wake up in India and tell your friends and relations, ‘My goodness, I’ve just discovered that I’m God,’ they’ll laugh and say, ‘Oh, congratulations, at last you found out.”  - Alan Wilson Watts,