Where there is smoke, there are fire signs. ♐
I find life to be incredibly entertaining. There are so many factions warring behind the scenes spiritually, politically on so many levels of reality that it is easier to just sit back and observe life rather than participate in it most of the time. Well, that is at least what I have been doing the past few years. I have become like a character from a Philip K. Dick novel.
I sometimes take the stance of a flower on the wall and watch the lives around me, and take the time to observe their minds and hearts of the heros, villians and the other characters that make up the stories being played all around me. I see vast darkness and hopelessness in the self appointed gods manipulations upon humanity. How much power does one's ego need to feel complete again?
I saw and felt the veil pulled back to experience a taste of what lights pure love bliss (the word Love does not even come close to describing it), and it physically healed me, my soul and core wounds. Well at least the first few layers were mended. I saw the vastess of pure love and light, know that I am infinite and am never separate from True Source EVER. How much Love does one's soul need to feel complete again?
I live somewhere in between. I somehow am still brave enough to open my heart and witness the beauty and purity of creation in thought, intention and in nature's authentic novelty. I can still witness the darkness and rage in evil and mourn in the vast sorrow that appears to be hopeless entrapment of this energetic food farm recycle prison and be a pawn in a game played by some demiurge A.I. that has us all under its scope. I find security in the freedom and change. Not holding on too tight, but stopping to smell and cherish the roses.
As my birthday approaches this week, I feel the beginning of a new cycle coming on. I get to live a new chapter of this adventure of playing a female human being living out a life as a romantic cynical artistic comedic observer. If I have learned anything so far, it is that one can not take life seriously, not really. LIFE IN HERE IN THIS INTERFACE IS FULL OF DISINFORMATION IN FACT THE WHOLE CONSTRUCT IT IS DISINFORMATION. At it's best, it's entertainment for ourselves and Ourselves.
When you hear the words, "Great Awakening" thrown around these days, some of us have been observing long enough to see the bend in the road much sooner than others. It's a blessing and a curse. "When you're one step ahead of the crowd you're a genius. When you're two steps ahead, you're a crackpot." What happens when you are three steps ahead or more? I guess one writes science fiction or observes and takes notes.
Cycles; like history repeat themselves here. It's all frequency, a melody, a song, that when harmonized with become something hopefully worth hearing. We each resonate and find those that resonate with us. I have found some fabulous kindreds to celebrate my cycle around the sun with this week. I am very, very grateful.
THESE LIFE INTERFACES ARE SO FULL OF POLARITY AND DUALITY. The cycle of life is exhausting and energizing at the same time. I sit here breathing oxygen being given to me from this beautiful plant beside me, and I exhale C02 on my out breath feeding the plant sustenance. I am cherishing every minute.
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Happy Birthday
May your song be beautifully and accidently the one unforeseen Monkey Wrench to The Matrix that sets all living Beings FREE ON ALL PLANES OF "EXISTENCE."Tré Taylor & Philip K. Dick ♐ |
