Now, Feels Good....

I'm on unemployment and having a hard time with it.  At first, I was feeling apathetic; I was laying here judging myself for not making something important of my life. I started to feel like a failure. Then I asked myself, what do you want? I laid back and thought, I went into my core and contemplated this serious question.

I answered, Peace. I want to be Free and feel Peace. I just then realized that is exactly what I have Right Now…. Freedom….

And so, I let go
Let go of the judgement
and for a moment let myself just feel...Free,
and that brought me Peace
All through me.
I took a deep breath,
and Really let myself feel Peace
and stepped right into, Now.
I let it soak into me
Now Feels, Good.
I have it whenever I want it.