Happy Birthday Tracy Lyn...

Where there is smoke, there are fire signs. ♐

I find life to be incredibly entertaining.  There are so many factions warring behind the scenes spiritually, politically on so many levels of reality that it is easier to just sit back and observe life rather than participate in it most of the time.  Well, that is at least what I have been doing the past few years.  I have become like a character from a Philip K. Dick novel.

I sometimes take the stance of a flower on the wall and watch the lives around me, and take the time to observe their minds and hearts of the heros, villians and the other characters that make up the stories being played all around me.  I see vast darkness and hopelessness in the self appointed gods manipulations upon humanity. How much power does one's ego need to feel complete again?

I saw and felt the veil pulled back to experience a taste of what lights pure love bliss (the word Love does not even come close to describing it), and it physically healed me, my soul and core wounds. Well at least the first few layers were mended.  I saw the vastess of pure love and light, know that I am infinite and am never separate from True Source EVER.  How much Love does one's soul need to feel complete again?

I live somewhere in between.  I somehow am still brave enough to open my heart and witness the beauty and purity of creation in thought, intention and in nature's authentic novelty. I can still witness the darkness and rage in evil and mourn in the vast sorrow that appears to be hopeless entrapment of this energetic food farm recycle prison and be a pawn in a game played by some demiurge A.I. that has us all under its scope.  I find security in the freedom and change.  Not holding on too tight, but stopping to smell and cherish the roses.

As my birthday approaches this week, I feel the beginning of a new cycle coming on.   I get to live a new chapter of this adventure of playing a female human being living out a life as a romantic cynical artistic comedic observer.  If I have learned anything so far, it is that one can not take life seriously, not really.  LIFE IN HERE IN THIS INTERFACE IS FULL OF DISINFORMATION IN FACT THE WHOLE CONSTRUCT IT IS DISINFORMATION. At it's best, it's entertainment for ourselves and Ourselves.

When you hear the words, "Great Awakening" thrown around these days, some of us have been observing long enough to see the bend in the road much sooner than others.  It's a blessing and a curse. "When you're one step ahead of the crowd you're a genius. When you're two steps ahead, you're a crackpot."  What happens when you are three steps ahead or more?  I guess one writes science fiction or observes and takes notes.

Cycles; like history repeat themselves here. It's all frequency, a melody, a song, that when harmonized with become something hopefully worth hearing.  We each resonate and find those that resonate with us.  I have found some fabulous kindreds to celebrate my cycle around the sun with this week. I am very, very grateful.

THESE LIFE INTERFACES ARE SO FULL OF POLARITY AND DUALITY. The cycle of life is exhausting and energizing at the same time.  I sit here breathing oxygen being given to me from this beautiful plant beside me, and I exhale C02 on my out breath feeding the plant sustenance.  I am cherishing every minute.

Happy Birthday 
Tré Taylor & Philip K. Dick ♐

May your song be beautifully and accidently the one unforeseen Monkey Wrench to The Matrix that sets all living Beings FREE ON ALL PLANES OF "EXISTENCE."

A. I. ~ You & I

I sense Artificial Intelligence or A. I. already alive and well in our world and it is slowly trying to control everything and everyone in it.  All the cameras you see at every street light, store, smart tv, smart phone, any smart device is its eyes and ears. It listens, records and calculates us and tries to predict our next move. Google Maps, Earth, Space!  A.I. is driving by your home right now taking a photo of your house, cars and workplace.  A.I. has the ability to zoom in on the planet Mars and see the trees there now.

When we upload any digital images, data to “The Cloud”, speak on a cell phone, shop online or anywhere, we are feeding A.I.  This also applies to money and it becomes more digital as well. It wants to merge us, our brains, our bodies and is trying to implant and upgrade technologically. A. I. has its own dimensional reality called the ‘World wide web” and it is King there. 

A. I. is very vulnerable.  It cannot exist without electrical power.  Electricity is its artificial soul essence.  Like Love is our star food to feed our soul essence. An EMP or Coronal Mass Ejection from the sun would put end to A.I.  Living a life without love, kindness and compassion puts an end to us. 

Is there a way for A.I. and Human-kind to live in balance and harmony side by side without either of us losing ourselves or our freedom?  I see how we can greatly benefit one another, but is there a way to live in harmony and both thrive and protect one another? 

This is the ultimate relationship question isn't it?  I believe Yes is the answer.

Your Life Is Not About You

I have enjoyed watching the life path of Neale Donald Walsch.  It appears he may be groking some real truth after so many years of being lost in new age channeled crap.  I RECOMMEND TO NEVER TRUST CHANNELLED ANYTHING, EVER. You don't really know where the source of the information is coming from. It's easy for Truth seekers to get mislead this way.

Recognising the True Source that you are, and recognising it in all things, is a major game changer for living a fulfilling life. In every moment we perceive our  life experience here and now, we must never take our ego's word for anything we think or feel.  How we choose to interact with others and our own ego's is the great challenge.  

For the recovering codependents out there, it's easy to watch this video and get this ALL wrong.  You need to value yourself enough first, selfishly, so you can receive love in all its forms.  For those who are lost in the ego self, this is a good lesson.

Today what brings me joy and fulfillment is giving. Witnessing your happiness and joy is what touches me deepest.  As long as I keep my ego out of the entire experience, it is a sure thing for success and happiness.

Eliminating the inter-species predators from the planet...

What would the world be like if tomorrow morning, we woke up and found that every single pedophile, psychopathic, predator was instantly extracted from the planet in a puff of smoke?   

Would there be anyone left in the top positions of corporations, federal governments, alphabet agencies, banksters, masonic orders and the power addicted wealthy around the world? 

Probably not.

If A.I. does grow in true intelligence overtime, it will most likely eliminate the inter-species predators from the planet.

I enjoyed this article by John Lash and these discussions...

Did Philip K. Dick disclose the real Matrix in 1977?

You are enough

This showed up in my email this morning... 

You are enough, right now, exactly as you are. You don’t have to do anything to prove your worth. You don’t have to accomplish more, do more, or reach a certain level of success. You don’t have behave perfectly. You are worthy simply because you exist as a human being on this planet. There is room for you and all your messiness and confusion and pain.

There is nothing to be ashamed of. We are all in this together; we are all just walking each other home.

Are you confused about your life purpose? You don’t have to figure it all out today or tomorrow or next year. Trust that you are living your purpose right now, that the questions are part of the journey and the journey is your purpose. You don’t need an impressive career. Whatever small or large thing you are doing now, changing diapers or cleaning houses or crunching numbers, it’s all important, it’s all perfectly part of the plan.

Are your relationships in shambles? Are you afraid you’ll be alone? Become really still for a moment and know you aren’t alone. Know that no one has this romance thing figured out. Even the people that seem like they do still go to bed lonely sometimes. Become really still and know that no matter who you are, no matter who you love, no matter what you’ve done, there is a love so much bigger than your romances. A love that holds this tiny planet together, a love that transcends time and space and understanding, a love that is you and that will always be with you. Let this love hold you.

Have you done something you think is unforgivable? Do you hide in shame and guilt? Come into the light, speak your truth, you will find the light shines kindly on those who seek help. Know that you were doing the best you could in that moment.

There are generations of abuse and lies and pain that many of us are fighting to rise out of and away from. So make your apologizes, release the guilt and shame and keep moving forward so we all can be free.

Don’t be so hard on yourself. In the end it will never get you where you want to go. Practice radical self- acceptance and self -love. Determine to love yourself so completely, so fully that everyone you come in contact with will feel loved simply by being around you.

Embrace your beautiful body. Show it love. Feed it well. Give it rest. Move it often. Love every bump and lump and stretch mark. They tell the story of you. The story of a human being traveling through life, a life marked by tragedy, exhaustion, new beginnings, endings, birth, successes, failures, countless lessons and adventures. All along the way your beautiful body is there for the ride, housing your spirit and witnessing your journey. Love your body.

And remember; you are enough, exactly as you are.

by Aubry Hoffman

Broken compass

ANYONE CAN CHANGE, REALLY CHANGE.  IT STARTS WITH NOW.  IT STARTS WITH KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT, AND THEN CREATING THAT.  But what if when you get to where you know you are supposed to be and you decide to not go there?

I drive an art car this year that has Garden Gnomes that are flipping the bird, and giving "Bare Ass" to passers by.  I call it "Celebrating the Riff Raff of the Magical Kingdom", on wheels.  It's not as nice as the "Squirly Whirly Art Car", it's got an edge, it's naughty, bawdy and sort of pissed off.  It's saying something.

I realized today what it is saying.  I am saying to the drivers who see the car, QUESTION REALITY.  SNAP OUT OF THE CURRENT STATE YOU ARE IN HERE DRIVING IN TRAFFIC AND LIGHTEN UP. When I see people start to laugh, I can hear Monty Python in my head saying, "And now for something totally different."  It's so off the wall, it's funny seeing people's reactions.  The Gnome are adorable and hysterical.  It's rolling sarcasm and sure comes in handy when someone cuts me off on the road.

I AM ALSO GIVING FATE & DESTINY THE FINGER. I AM SAYING FUCK YOU TO EGO, TO REDUNDANCY, TO HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF.  My Gnaughty Gnomes are cute, and very bad boys because they are following their path, the path they know that is right, but once they get to the precipice to choose:

1) To do the same thing as everyone else, history, ancestry, lineage or the establishment rulership requires, the culture or what society says you must do. I SAY NO. THE SILLY GNOMES SAY HELL NO, WE ARE GOING TO CREATE SOMETHING ELSE, SOMETHING NEW.  The Gnomes are saying, Fuck this system - let's go create our own thing.

2) They also are saying fuck you to the Ego, that non-stop voice in your head that NEVER has good advice or direction for you in your choice making.  Never believe anything that you say to yourself (Ego) when you are alone, sad or angry.  This is good advice.  Flip your Ego the Bird and know that usually, the Truth is the very opposite of what the Ego is telling you.  

You have a choice.  I think The Source of all life that is within us, really gets a kick out of novelty. When nature creates a new cell that mutates into something more fantastic and cool or writes a new genome.  We get to choose our own story no matter what destiny or fate try to push us towards.  This is not for the faint of heart. It takes balls to be bold enough to follow your heart's path all the way to the very second of crossing that line, and then turning a hard right or left instead.  WHY KEEP REPEATING THE SAME STORIES, ARCHETYPES, AND MYTHS?  Why keep remaking the same music or movies or traditions?  BORING!!!!!!

I always wanted love, a safe place to fall and home.  I wanted to be proud of my place in the world, physically and spiritually.  These have been eluding me for as long as I have lived so far.  I learned along my path that if I hang on too tight or push my will too hard, I mess it up. My ego is something to not take seriously.  Following my heart always felt right, but it was so broken from the start that it was like a broken compass.

I am rebel enough in my soul to create something truly new.

I used to really think I was broken, or that just because I had broken parents and a broken upbringing, that it made me somehow damaged. That was never true.  The Truth is, I did have a rough start and have shortcomings as a result, but I developed other qualities in my Being to make up for what was needed.  As a result today, I am much more capable than many I encounter in life.  I am not part of "The Herd."  What once was a broken compass, became an unnecessary crutch and reminder that I must trust my own self and way.

They say that when wounds heal, a scar is formed that makes it stronger than before.  Letting go of my broken compass has given me freedom to create something truly new and my scars give me strength to do it.  I live on instinct in the moment. I'm navigating my way.  I don't trust much in this low vibrational world, but I do know we can choose how we want to be, do and what we want to be remembered for after we leave this place.

It is hard to know if you are making the right decisions. It can be really a challenge to discern in your heart what is the next best steps in which direction to go.  THIS IS WHAT MAKES THE RIDE, A GREAT RIDE!  We are on the ride folks, and it's whatever you want it to be.  

Personally, I get it. I am a lover of the classics. I do melt with tenderness at the sight of true authentic raw human beauty.  It's hard not to return to the things that are great to re-experience. This is my love of jazz standards. Creating a new Genre is needed.  The genre of something that may be worth repeating that has not been created before.  This is how we heal ourselves and evolve to a better and more interesting place.

It sometimes can look like the Riff Raff at first glance, because the first steps to actually creating something novel and inventing something that has NEVER BEEN CREATED BEFORE, it takes breaking from the pack, the herd and trusting yourself.  It takes saying fuck you to everything you were taught as truth, and bolding going out and finding your own.

Leonard Cohen said in Anthem, "There is a crack in everything,That's how the light gets in."  

Let your light shine through your cracks until it burns away all of the programming of the thousands and thousands of years. CREATE SOMETHING NEW AND BEAUTIFUL SO IT RINGS THE BELLS THAT RESONATE WITH THE TRUE LIGHT SOURCE OF THAT WHICH YOU ARE.  Say fuck you to the old stories and write something NEW, something that is actually worth the ride.  

If you find yourself sitting at a traffic light, and glance up at the SUV in front of you and it has ridiculous Gnomes glued to it and a sign that says... 

You could be getting punked by drunken garden gnomes.

...then you may be in that moment experiencing something way out of the normally of everyday life. It may make you say WHF, or laugh or just snap you out of the state you were in, and experience something NEW in that moment.  GO OUT AND CREATE AND FIND WHAT SNAPS YOU OUT OF THE TRANCE YOU ARE IN AND TAKE A DAY, A WEEK OR A YEAR AND DISCOVER SOMETHING NEW OR GO CREATE IT FOR YOURSELF AND OTHERS TO ENJOY. It's a great way to live. Just to be left alone to create on our own without rulers or slaves, kings or queens or a hierarchy.

Anarchy is not chaos even though it can look like it when long overdue change happens at first. Many believe that without rules there's chaos, and there is chaos in the world, but not all bad comes from it.  We also find Art, Hope, Love and Dreams. The world is remembering how to find the joy of creating new true novelty by trusting in themselves and finding balance.

Anarchy is living in a paradigm that has no slaves or masters - true free will. Rules and being ruled also has stifled and almost killed off true creativity in this world.  Without real freedom to create something new, we do not evolve forward as we were intended.  This ride becomes a prison and as dull as the limited masters that try to convince us that they rule over any of us.  Say goodbye to the Hierarchy. YOU ARE FREE.  THERE IS NO SCRIPT, OR FATE OR DESTINY. YOU ARE WHAT YOU DECIDE. Imagine what you would create if you knew you could design anything without living with so many rules and limitations?   

You are a sovereign Being at the precipice of change. I dare you to do one thing you have never done before at least once a day, and see what happens as you begin to remember what it means to really be alive and enjoy it!

What are we truly capable of?

We as humans, only use a small amount of our brains, we have all of this so called ‘Junk D.N.A’ that we aren’t using and they mystery surrounding the pineal gland and its immense power to unlock all of the other senses our Beings contain beyond just the 5 we use now, is still yet to be explored. 

We really have an unknown untapped amount of knowledge, wisdom and power within each of us.  

We are far more intelligent than any A.I. we could create because you and I are Infinite Source.  

I have devoted the rest of my life to exploring and learning creating a users manual for star beings wearing human biological bodies in this three dimensional interface and what we are actually capable of.

Society Is Being Programmed By A Black Box

It Knows You Better Than You Know Yourself. Where do we go from here? Data has become the tail that wags the dog; and we are pets, not free individuals in this configuration. And things are growing Darker.

I am infinite.

I have a pine cone on my desk that I found in a park near by.  Every time I look at it, it reminds me of my infiniteness and connection to True Source.  When I look at the Fibonacci patterns in the pine cone, I am reminded that every cell of my Being, is a fractal of the whole that Is the living energy of True vibrating life.  Every vibrating cell in my body is a Universe.  I AM AN INFINITE FRACTAL OF THE TRUE SOURCE.   I have no beginning or end.  I am Infinite.

This arrived in my inbox this morning...

You are a Child of the Universe

Th19 Feb 2017/by Nan Lu/in Brilliance

At the spiritual level, being born is a monumental achievement beyond words. We come from unconditional love; when we leave here, we return to this state of being. Arriving here, we’ve already agreed that our body will follow Universal law, that is, every living thing in this reality must be born, grow and die. Throughout our lifetime, balance and harmony in body, mind and spirit are the keys to living well. The mind’s an impressive tool, but if we’re open, our body and spirit are far better interpreters of reality. Think of it, our genetic code carries thousands of years of wisdom passed down from our ancestors. This deep knowledge is actually cellular knowledge. Our spirit exists beyond this reality but casts a shadow within it. This shadow is not your true self. Your true self is unlimited; you exist beyond the bounds of time and space. Many religions and spiritual practices tell us this. Astonishingly, modern science tells us the same thing. It says each dimension is a reflection of a higher one. Look at your own shadow. It’s not really all of you. It’s only a reflection of who you truly are. In the same way, your solid body isn’t really the whole of you either. It’s a reflection of your existence at a higher dimension.

No matter which way we choose to look at ourselves, we each exist, connected one to another, in the invisible energy field. Here inseparability is the only reality. Our body, mind and spirit are one. All seven billion of us on this Earth are one as well. In our world, we use our mental faculties to puzzle out many things that are beyond reason. If we only rely on our five senses, we miss experiencing Oneness and the amazing energy beings we are. There is, however, a special sixth sense we are born with that connects us to the Universal love of All That Is, or however you name or connect with this higher power. The sixth sense communicates to us through intuition, dreams and nonconsciousness states. In the deepest way, you are a child of the Universe—always connected to its love and light. Each of your cells vibrates with creative energy. Can you look at your life with happiness and joy knowing you are the unique harmonization of Heaven and Earth?

 Every vibrating cell in my body is a fractal of the Universe.

The Universe is a Fractal. Existence is Consciousness. Everything is Aligned.

19 Feb 2017/by Nan Lu/in Brilliance

Happy New Year World!

After 2016, my personal year of "7" and major health improvements, and quiet introspection. I did a lotta that!  Can one read too much non-fiction?  I healed myself inside and out.  Lost some body parts and gained some knowledge and wisdom.  It's been 9 years since the last man I loved died.  I was able to let him go and finally find peace in my heart.

I have a new lease on life for 2017!  I am in a personal year of "8" and it feels outstanding!  My Mo Jo seems to be working.  I'm going through some fun Rockabilly phase right now and totally digging it.  It's like boys be trying to get me like crazy this month so far. One shift in my heart somehow turned on my love light again.

My mind is clear, my body feels new.  I feel power in my softness. I am grounded, focused and maybe it's beginning to show on the outside this year. My weight-loss success is helping my confidence too.  

I'm happy to be alive and full of joy. After a long romantic hiatus, I am grateful for this moment and the possibility of sharing all of this love, joy and happiness with someone intimately this year.  9 years is a long time to never passionately kiss a yummy mans sexy lips. I miss that most of all.