March 30, 2014

Detox to the max!!!!!

I'm sure I sound like some paranoid lunatic to most talking about this.  But when a local scientist went down to the beaches in Pacifica with his radiation isotope identifier meters and found that the radiation levels were three times higher than normal, I had to stop and take a reality check because I live here.  The "Officials" say that the major increase in radiation found on the beaches of near by Half Moon Bay aren't from Fukushima, that this crazy increase is "The Norm." 400 tons of radiation a day being dumped into our Pacific ocean for 3 years now?  And it can't be from Fukushima?  We have heard this before at TMI. Like it wasn't killing the entire ocean?  Like it wasn't going to reach here?  If you live in Japan and you even talk about the Fukushima disaster you will go to prison?  THIS IS REAL and THIS IS HAPPENING NOW. 



The US is no better.  2 days ago was the 35th anniversary of TMI. 35 years of data and the results of TMI speaks volumes. The cover-up of Fukushima is far more criminal today. Here's what we can expect for the next many, many years along the Pacific Northern Coastline of America. I always thought nuclear holocaust was going to come from a bomb, I was wrong:  


I'm just glad to have made it to the age of 50 and don't have any children.  Clearly nuclear power is the biggest stupidest mistake ever created so far.  We will look back in time and say, "Can you believe how selfish, greedy, ignorant and stupid we used to be?  How we used to actually vote for psychopaths to rule over us and allow them to lie, steal from us at gun point, send us to murder people for some bullshit war and call it honorable, how we used to believe the news propaganda as truth while the facts and data clearly proved the deceit and lies?  It's hard to believe that so many other species had to end because of our mistakes.  Can you believe that there was a time when advanced technologies in health, power were being suppressed from the world so that a small number of power freaks could feel superior and control the masses by withholding knowledge and creating sickness, and an economic system that would keep the masses down, dependent and controllable but fool them into thinking they were free?  

For me it all comes down to "QUALITY OF LIFE."  That is about to change for everyone very soon.  Thyroid cancer, and birth defects are just the beginning of what to expect in the coming years for every person living, drinking, bathing, surfing, eating seafood & fish along the beautiful Pacific ocean.  I am one of the lucky ones to have lived when we were free from the poison and we were safe to play in the waters. Those days are over, for now.  Nature is a powerful force and will heal itself.  We can help her along. How Mushrooms Can Clean Up Radioactive Contamination - An 8 Step Plan Nature has a way of correcting and finding balance and self healing. 

Chernobyl times 10,000,000 has just come to your front door and you are being told that it is not real or really standing there looking you in the face.  What do you do for yourself and your family?  Slam the door and head for the hills?  Which hills?  What can you do now to protect yourself and those you love?  What do I do today?  Do I try to convince everyone to move to Montana and start a California style art community there?  Maybe.  Do I stay here with the people I love and die slowly and ignore the truth?  Maybe.  I am torn.  I think if I were younger and wanted to start a family, I would friggin move to Montana.  

I have my last will and testament written and in the hands of a trusted friend who I know will fulfill my wishes. I have my burial spot prepared.  I have lived a full and happy life.  If I were to die in my sleep tonight, I am good to go.  Maybe I should move to Portland where if I do get a terminal case of Fukushima poisoning, I could legally put myself down if I needed too with compassion and dignity like one would do with a beloved dog or cat?  It's all about quality of life, and I ain't into suffering.  So that's my state of questions for myself right now, and I don't have an answer yet.

What about my fellow man and dear young family members?  My friends with kids?  All of the sea creatures, plants and animal life and all of humanity?  What can I do to make a difference now?  Create a community of good people that have events to look forward too, where new great connections and fun, warm, happy new memories are made?  Truly appreciate every moment being alive here and now?  Yes.  What about the rest of this world?

Well, it starts with the truth and being able to face it.  I'm sure we all would panic if we knew the truth.  But we would eventually face it, deal with it and take action together to correct our mistakes, which would most likely prosecute and execute the alphabet agencies and keepers of the secrets responsible, and create a better world with the amazing discoveries in free energy, cures for cancer and other life threatening illnesses and collectively restore the health of our air, soil, food, oceans, and all living things on this planet.  


I am making a difference by just saying this here.  By standing up and teaching the masses that THEY CAN HANDLE THE TRUTH. I am making a difference by helping others break free from their programming.  Trusting and believing in AUTHORITY is the grandest mistake we EVER made. I wrote about it in more detail here in my introduction: http://www.reallyweirdstuff.com/dearworld.htm

The next thing we can do to survive and live in such toxic environment is follow and use Natural Allopathic Medicine Protocols.  Dr. Sircus has a valuable list here:

Sodium Bicarbonate is a natural chemotherpy to be used as a daily protection against radiation, and cleansing your body.  

I just bought some Liquid Zeolite.

March 3, 2014

What if Alien Greys are not alien at all?



Humans made them in the far future and we have sent them back in time to try and correct the dreadful trans-humanist mistake on all of human kind.  The upgraded human computerized future humans lost the true essence of themselves. 

The Ego has no limits to it's self preservation. The true Beings that each of us are must find balance by reconnecting to our hearts before this super human crazy crap begins, again.    

What do you think? 


The Human Spin Cycle, by Paul Summerlin

A kindred spirit. 


February 28, 2014

Jiddu Krishnamurti ~ Really good, real, clear truth.....

Beyond Mind, Beyond Death.  When that mortal self realizes and accepts this distinction, something profoundly magical occurs: what remains is awareness alone, and a sense of abiding in utter silent stillness—there is the sense that the entire world is but a reflection of an underlying absolute, silent, stillness. 

This awareness is referred to by Franklin Merrell-Wolff as "consciousness without an object," i.e., with no dependence upon physical perceptions and thoughts, indeed without that sense of personal identity which is itself a though Richard Rose writes: "The task of the seeker of eternity is to die while living." 

The mortal seeker, in truly accepting his mortality, realizes that there is nothing to die and that only that which is eternal ever existed in the first place. So long as the seeker must live, then he must live in mortal separation from eternity.

The sense of self-as-identity is the focus in awareness on experience brought about by the body experience—and it overlays the focus on the ever present, silent stillness in which this sense of self occurs. The sense of self-identity, occurring in awareness, is entirely dependent upon experience. Your entire sense of self is merely an experience! 


The body/mind is an experience machine. You think to yourself, "Ah, but that experience must be happening to somebody—and that somebody is ME!" Once again the egocentric point of reference has got it backwards.

It is the body/mind experiences that give rise to the sense of self-identity. The body will die and be dissipated. The mind is at all times one with the body and will likewise be dissipated. When that happens what will remain of "he-who-experiences"? Answer: Nothing of you will remain.



I love his teachings and am learning many new things about who I am not. 

February 10, 2014

Why we do what we do....

The last few years I was faced with some eye opening situations that challenged my own personal ethics, morals and values with close friendships, their behaviors and how they justified their own actions.  You never know, but until someone you love and trust crosses a line with you that is way beyond your personal ethical standard, you are faced with a dilemma.  I'm sure if one suffers long enough, a person can have their own "Creative Ethics" that in some twisted way justifies their actions to themselves.  It's heart breaking to witness, even worse when they want you to be a part of it.  It certainly changes a "Friendship." There is great good and evil within every person. I get we are all human and learning in a bizarre culture.

This year for me is about noticing the ego in myself and others and not identifying with it or judging it anymore.  Letting go, forgiving and letting go.... not an easy practice, but it sure helps living day to day.  I am not a religious person, or a christian, or an atheist.  I have had several enlightening intimate lessens involving teaching plants and believe that I am most certainly non-dual and eternally infinitely connected to all that is. Honestly, who really knows, but I'm sure I will find out when I get there. I keep this poem close to my heart during this practice:


I am not I.

I am this one

walking beside me whom I do not see,

whom at times I manage to visit,

and whom at other times I forget;

who remains calm and silent while I talk,

and forgives, gently, when I hate,

who walks where I am not,

who will remain standing when I die. 


This poem helps when I get off track.  For me, my life is about creating beauty, fun and connection and exploring the inner and outer worlds in delicious comfort and style.  How I express that part through all of the mediums, music, public art, writing, cooking, gatherings, good conversations, and silence is how I am doing it right now.

I love to get others views and I found these videos thought provoking. You may too.  Let me know what you think.


Richard Dawkins examines sin. He asks whether the old religious rules about what is right and wrong are helpful and explores what science can tell us about how to be good.

Dawkins journeys from riot-torn inner city London to America's Bible Belt, building a powerful argument that religion's absolutist moral codes fuel lies and guilt.

He finds the most extreme example in a Paris plastic surgery clinic that specializes in making Muslim brides appear to be virgins once again.

But what can science and reason tell us about morality? Through encounters with lemurs, tango dancers, the gay rights campaigner Matthew Parris and the scientist Steven Pinker, Dawkins investigates the deeper roots of moral behavior in our evolutionary past.

He explores the rituals that surround mating and the science of disgust and taboo. Drawing on crime data and insights from neuroscience, he argues that our evolved senses of reason and empathy appear to be making us more and more moral, even as religious observance declines.

Richard Dawkins explores what science can tell us about death.

It's a journey that takes him from Hindu funeral pyres in India to genetics labs in New York.

Dawkins brings together the latest neuroscience, evolutionary and genetic theory to examine why we crave life after death, why we evolved to age and how the human genome is something like real immortality - traits inherited from our distant ancestors that we pass on to future generations.

He meets a Christian dying of motor neurone disease, reminisces about the Wall Street Crash with a 105-year-old stockbroker, and interviews James Watson, the geneticist who co-discovered the structure of DNA.

Dawkins admits to sentimentality in imagining his own church funeral, but he argues we must embrace the truth, however hard that is.

In a television first, he has his entire genome sequenced to reveal the genetic indicators of how he himself may die.

Why does an atheist bother to get up in the morning?

That's the question Richard Dawkins seeks to answer as he continues his exploration of the big questions of life in a world shaking off religious faith.

In a journey that takes him from the casinos of Las Vegas to Buddhist monasteries in the foothills of the Himalayas, Richard Dawkins examines how both religious and non-religious people struggle to find meaning in their lives.

He looks at how our existence is ruled by chance, meeting people whose fate was to be born into extreme poverty in India's slums and the survivors of a natural disaster in Joplin, Missouri, a city ripped apart in 2011 by a tornado on a random course.

In the face of what appears to be a blindly indifferent universe, Dawkins argues that we each have to forge our own sense of meaning.

He meets the comedian Ricky Gervais, an atheist since the age of seven, for whom meaning comes through doing something creative.

For Dawkins, it is the awe and wonder in scientific enquiry - from the human genome to the quest for the Higgs Boson - that get him up in the morning.


February 9, 2014

I had a dream a long time ago...



In the dream, someone was driving on highway 1 along the Pacific coastline enjoying the gray foggy scenery when suddenly they came across a random hillside of unbelievable breath taking beautiful flowers in full bloom.  It was amazing to see. 

Little did they know that a woman had decided many years before that she wanted to create something incredibly beautiful to share with the world that would keep reseeding, blooming and giving long after she had passed on.  She wanted to give thanks to her favorite beaches near by for always being there for her when she had been at the cross roads in her life.

So for years, she bought large amounts of native flowering seeds from the region and after a while she had quite a huge accumulation and variety of drought tolerant flowering seeds.  She waited for the rains to come and on the right day, she would go up to her hill and create a random act of natural splendor and beauty for spring to make into a masterpiece.

That day was today.

So if you find yourself driving along the coast on highway 1 and see an unmistakeable hill of color and beauty this year, and for many generations to come, please know that you make your own dreams come true.  I just did.