November 16, 2012

RIP Dougal Hayes aka Rich Hubbard

I just found out a close friend Dougal Hayes aka Rich Hubbard died of a Hemopericardium, a rupture of the blood sac in the heart due to hypertension. He found by his son Nick on the couch on Tuesday.   

They are having a gathering/memorial tomorrow at the Starry Plough in Berkeley, at 7:00pm.


Rest in peace sweetheart and musical comrade.

Here is a link to his latest musical creations. 

October 16, 2012

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August 28, 2012

August 27, 2012

My Bucket List


Have a past life regression
Back cross my own roses
Design and build a remote artistic home with secret rooms & wild gardens
Build a Dining Room table that Seats 30
Raise Chickens & Grow Potatoes
Convert my VW Bus into a Mobile Bar and run a part-time Beverage catering Business
Anonymously Install Random Fun Art in Towns Around the Country That Need To Lighten Up
Do an Ayahuasca Journey with a Real Shaman in Peru
Take each of my Niece, & Nephews a Fun Vacation without their parents
Buy a Warehouse and convert into a Work/Live Loft Artist/Musician Garden Home
Learn the Basics of Arc Welding
Recite an Erotic Poem on Stage
Write a great article that gets published in the newspaper
Learn How to Photograph Food
Create and sell costume accessories online
Learn how to cast resin molds
Design and build a full wall solar powered fountain for my studio
Teach cooking classes
Design and wear a hat at the Kentucky Derby
Go to Times Square on New Year’s Eve
Design and build a master library for my books
Go paragliding off the cliff near my house
Have Good sex on a Train
Yodel in The Grand Canyon
Streak at a Giants Game
Have my own Server & Radio Show
Work 1:1 w/ a Good Clairvoyant Teacher and hone my intuitive skills
Get a Private Tour of CERN and The Large Hadron Collider
Do the Mardi Gras, New Orleans
Write a Cook Book and get it published
Do a Silent Retreat for one Month
Film a silly video that goes viral world wide
Teach art classes
Learn to Hunt, Kill and Clean my own Fowl & Game
Rent a penthouse in New York and explore the city for a month
Get a massage a day for a month
Spend another week at The Louvre, Paris, France
Ride the 10 largest roller coasters in the world
Build a canopy bed out of birch trees
Learn enough Italian to be able to understand opera
Live in a Stealth Van and tour the US and write about the experience
Work as a Bartender in Kauai for a season
Take ALL the courses at the Monroe Institute - Master Out of Body Travel
Visit all of the worlds Castles
Play at Jazzfest in New Orleans
Live on a Sailboat for the Summer & Explore
Spend a year doing black & white photography
Meditate inside a secret chamber inside the Great Pyramid in Giza
Visit James Gilliland's Ranch and UFO Site See
Spend a day in an Isolation tank and write about my experience
Personally Meet and Experience all of my favorite Jazz & Blues Vocalists & performers
Drive an art car RV Around the World with a couple of fun adventurous friends
Give a Thousand Dollars to a random Homeless Person
Restore a Karmann Ghia Convertible
Work as a Private Investigator Spy Assistant on a Special project
Learn conversational Spanish
Do the Brazilian Carnival, Rio de Janerio
Take an Astrology Course
Scuba Dive
Live in an RV for one year and travel to all the best concerts
Ghost Hunt with a team of ghost hunters and film it
Alter Billboards all around the country to say funny and inspiring things
Learn to play the piano and write my own music
Buy my own great sound system
Record a great solo album
Get breast lift surgery
Buy a perfect set of teeth implants
Meet a fun financially stable outgoing guy to share our life adventures with together
Buy a lot of land away from the suburbs and build a shipping container art home/gardens
Experience weightlessness
Gig at the Great American Music Hall on a Friday night
Play Yoshi's in Oakland
Create RWS.COM's Store and sell fun original things
Graduate from a bartending School
Go to Chef School
Run a 20 mile marathon
Learn Martial Arts & Self Defense
Buy a Huge kiln/potters wheel and throw some stuff

August 8, 2012

The VW T5 Doubleback Camper!

Oh the Humanity!  This is Brilliant!!!!  Check it out!



I rebuilding my VW T2 Transporter.... oh the possibilities....

August 7, 2012

Genocide in Canada



Kevin Annett - The Crimes Against Humanity by Church and State - Red Ice Radio

UNREPENTANT: KEVIN ANNETT AND CANADA'S (NATIVE PEOPLES) GENOCIDE

Hidden No Longer: Genocide in Canada, Past and Present - by Kevin D. Annett, M.A., M.Div.Hidden No Longer: Genocide in Canada, Past and Present - by Kevin D. Annett, M.A., M.Div.

August 2, 2012

Ghosts that hate a clean kitchen...

How could this guy be a "mellowb1rd" when all this shit is going on in his house?  He is gonna need to hire an exorcist maid. (He did a great job at faking a poltergeist in his place. GREAT JOB!)

This one is the most intense.....

July 28, 2012

Colorado Shooter = Father is SENIOR SCIENTIST w/ FICO -- to testify @ LIBOR



OMG!  Here is something you WILL NOT SEE OR HERE FROM THE PUBLIC MEDIA!

James Holmes (the Colorado shooter) .. father is Robert Holmes who is set to testify at the LIBOR banking scandal hearings....Also.. his father is a SENIOR SCIENTIST at the famous "FICO" .. you know .. the people who determine credit scores !  Here are the father’s details: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/07/20/robert-holmes-james-holmes-father-ar...

First, here is what he looks like (seen arriving at the Denver airport after the shooting caught by paparazzi TMZ):
http://www.tmz.com/2012/07/20/james-holmes-father-robert-holmes-colorodo-shoo...
Here is more information on James Holmes father Robert:

http://www.linkedin.com/pub/robert-holmes/4/47b/24a

http://jamesholmeswiki.com/james-holmes-parents-robert

Here is the basic search .. https://www.google.com/search?q=robert+holmes+fico&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&...
Article that came to me via email to Dutchsinse that led me to look into this a bit deeper: thanks KarlaMmiller !

http://www.rogershermansociety.org/fivedoves/thammond011.htm
Read about the basic ICC LIBOR case against Barclays:

July 26, 2012

The Phenomenauts "I'm With Neil"!

The Phenomenauts are one of my favorite local bands, not only because they kick ass, they are great musical performers and are totally fun, they are ART CAR ARTISTS TOO!  

Oakland, California based sci-fi band The Phenomenauts recently released I’m With Neil, a song and music video that is a fabulous homage to astrophysicist Neil deGrasse Tyson. According to Wired, the band was inspired to write the song after seeing Tyson appear on The Daily Show. The Phenomenauts have planned Operation:Handsome Tour, an upcoming tour that begins August 8, 2012 in Chico, California.




July 24, 2012

July 22, 2012

London Olympics Shocking Plans

Something fucked up is planned for the London Olympics, July 27th - August 12th. This interview by undercover journalist going by the pseudonym 'Lee Hazledean' has blown the whistle on astounding revelations about how he infiltrated the G4S -- the company responsible for security at the London Olympics -- and discovered shocking plans for the evacuation of London, 200,000 'casket linings' being on standby, along with botched security procedures that leave the games wide open to attack. 

Fearing for his safety, he revealed his true name, Ben Fellows. Fellows has worked with news agencies on hard-hitting subjects, but when he approached the mainstream media with his bombshell story, they showed no interest. He'll talk about his training experience with G4S, the private company providing security for the Olympics and report on suspicious activities.

July 13, 2012

Fuck you Gotye, I wish I could hate you.

OMFG I love This!!!!  I loved this haunting song when it came out, and then... it's so over played and remixed that I want to puke when I hear it.  Yet, this short Directed by Vincent Pergola does exactly what I do....

Another great reason to move to Portland, OR...

I swear to DOG I could see myself living in Portland Oregon.  It is an amazingly beautiful, fun, intelligent, silly, artistically open minded, frigging awesome place!  It reminds me of how cool San Francisco and Berkeley used to be.  The "Establishment" has killed the beauty of freedom in Berkeley.  No more parades celebrating liberal arts, open-minded speech and FREEDOM marches are a thing of the past.  The Berkeley Police department even has a "New Armored Personnel Vehicle" to protect the public from the homeless hippies in People's Park and the antiques from the Free Speech Movement.  WTF!  San Francisco is doing the like.  It's a crying shame.  Portland Oregon is greener, less expensive, more lush and sexy.  Come on, any city that's motto is, "KEEP PORTLAND WEIRD", is a place I could live. 

I rented a movie on NETFLIX last night called, "How to die in Oregon", and here is the trailer.  I found the movie comforting and brilliant.  We put our pets and farm animals down when they are terminal and suffering, why don't we put ourselves down in the same situations?  It is the most humane thing to do.

I lost one of my closest friends to a fucked up horrible case Lymphoma last year.  He suffered horrific pain; I mean fucking fucked up horrible excruciating pain that even the maximum doses of Morphine would not even help with.  Fortunately for him, he died quickly.  As in this film, many do not.  They are terminally ill and suffering and should have the legal right to end their own lives with dignity and mercy with the ability to say goodbye, close loose ends, listening to something wonderful playing, with their loved ones around them, at the time of their departure. If I ever find myself in that kind of scenario, I would like to have the choice.  I guess we all do, but wouldn't it be more humane to have it be legal? WTF California? 

If you get a chance to rent this, I highly suggest watching it.  


July 12, 2012

Solar Storm incoming + Severe weather and Earthquake update

This in from Dutchsinse, a large CME (coronal mass ejection).. earth directed.. will intersect earth within 2-3 days from today (July 12, 2012).. this could cause aurora to be produced further south than normal.. also could cause communications disruption, power grid failure.. possible larger scale earthquakes, and possibly intensify severe weather already forming.

Have a "power outage" plan read for the solar storm just in case.

Also.. be prepared for severe weather, and possible earthquake activity to increase over the next several days (into next week).

July 11, 2012

Near death experiences worth watching!

I feel sad, happy and mostly like I've wasted my life watching these.  I keep making side notes to myself for when I die and go through my life review.  Wouldn't it be cool if we had a friggin clue why we were born and what we are doing here when we are born?  Wouldn't it be even better that when we finally think we have a clue, we end up dying before we get a chance to make a difference or do the loving we were meant to be doing?  I found the hell experience interesting too.  It's like his fear was more effective then the loving acceptance the others felt in their experiences.  

I am inspired and feel more clueless then ever.  I never want to come back, EVER.  I REALLY need a break from this life experience thing - and just say NO to reincarnation.  Fuck that.  I totally felt the anger and disappointment when they were told they have to go back to their bodies while they were on the other side.  Then that one adorable workaholic guy gets Cancer when he comes back from his heart attack?  He was so amazing, he thought he was lucky enough to stay and suffer with excruciating Cancer so he could write his Blog to help people.  HOLY CRAP!  That is just so thoughtful of him don't you think? 

How much suffering must we endure?  How grateful must we be for our suffering?  How does our suffering help others?  What do we gain from a life full of confusion, rejection and suffering?  Is it all about self-less-ness?  How we can help others and forget ourselves?  What if we never had ourselves to begin with?  I feel like we are in some sort of virtual reality game that is some huge test.  You get no clues along the way, it hurts a lot and you hope you are doing your best at figuring out what is right and wrong and what seems to make the experience a happy one.  

I hope that my life review won't be as pitiful and sad as I imagine it will be up to now. I wonder what it will feel like to know love, pure real unconditional love?














July 10, 2012

Don't get me wrong


I feel like I'm running out of things to believe in.
It's easy for me to see the beauty in people and life,
but I struggle to see it in myself
don't get me wrong
I'm as cute as hell
I just don't let people get close to me anymore.

Do you know that I have not felt physical loving touch
from another human being in years.
I mean like, no physical contact
don't get me wrong
I have loving amazing friends that adore me
and even hug me from time to time
I just won't let anyone in.

I do this with everyone
my family, my friends
I won't let anyone close to my heart.
I don't even grow things anymore.
I used to be an amazing gardener.
don't get me wrong
I am a creative high energy goofball of fun and action.
you just won't catch me with someone.

I don't know how or when this started
maybe too much death, loss and disillusion
loneliness turns into solitude overtime.
I stopped singing songs of longing and hope
don't get me wrong
I'm pretty good company even to myself
I crack myself up often
I think I'm turning into a house cat.

I don't know why I never thought I would live past the age of 40,
and I'm turning 50 this year?
these are bonus years from here on out
don't get me wrong
I am grateful for my life
and I'm certainly immature for my age
I have been lucky enough to have known
some pretty great love
I just wonder
how I will know
when it's time

to hold someone again?



























July 9, 2012

The Dog Humpy Awards

This is pretty hilarious! The Humpy Awards celebrate a natural dog behavior: the leg humping. This dog humping competition was judged on speed, style, stamina, mount and dismount. 1st prize went to Miss Hope.

July 7, 2012

July 4, 2012

The Ultimate Fireworks Fail Compilation!

Happy Independence Day All!  Don't let yourself get added to this video after tonight.....



July 3, 2012

Katie Holmes, Tom Cruise & Shelly Miscavige 2012


Okay, let’s face it, the only reason Katie Holmes married Tom Cruise was because she was knocked up.  She probably thought she could handle him, and Xenu and go through the cult motions etc. and overtime she probably couldn’t take the Scientology fanatic “Cruise Control” anymore.  Let me put it this way: if Tom Cruise jumping on Oprah's couch was an 8 on the scale of scary, this is a 10. Watch Tom's indoctrination video to see what I'm saying. Sure he loves her, but there is something to be said about the mental stability about this idealistic self-proclaimed romantic guy. He sounds like a forceful bad salesman who has drunken the kool-aid alright. WTF.  I don't buy it, he was totally unconvincing on the couch and in this indoctrination video.  He didn't even do a good job at convincing himself.

His belief system must help his acting career. Tom is an actor in lots of great movies and lots of Science fiction movies. Ron L. Hubbard the Sci Fi writer who invented the international cult of Scientology believes Scientology's Galactic Overlord Xenu once headed the Galactic Federation, which was an organization of 76 planets that had already existed for 20,000,000 years. The planets were suffering a tremendous problem with overpopulation. 

Xenu's draconian solution to the matter was to gather large numbers of people, kill them, freeze their thetans (souls), and transport the frozen thetans to Earth, which they called Teegeeack. The thetans were left in the vicinity of volcanoes, which were, in turn, destroyed in a series of nuclear explosions.

The thetans who were captured and exploded on Earth are the origin of body thetans. Each human has his or her own thetan, which Scientologists purify through charging people hundreds of thousands of dollars in auditing processes until the practitioner reaches a state of Clear and their banks accounts are clear.  Scientology promotes and enslaves troubled and weak-minded men, women and families and convince them to work in sweat shops for over 12 hours a day and are not allowed to leave the locked down compounds they live in.   PARADISE.

Yea, it’s sounds as crazy as believing in some God that requires blood sacrifices, or that some crazy guy 2000 years ago claimed to be God and was murdered by the state, and there were crazy rumors that went around about him, so now people worship him.  So people eat his flesh and drink his blood in rituals like the old Druids did.  It’s all sick, weird and twisted.  ANYONE CAN CREATE A MYTH.  I digress.


GET THE FUCK OUT OF THERE KATE!!!!  You are lucky you have the public to keep you safe and your dad is an attorney.  Hope he is filthy rich too.

Well, this is what the news is saying, which 98% of the time is not true.  If Tom Cruise has been that intimately involved with his partner David Miscavige, leader of The Church of Scientology, it would be a non-shocker, it is the more dark and nefarious goings on these power hungry freaks both are involved in that most likely has their wives both running for the hills. David Miscavige is a tiny version of Lex Luthor with a speech impediment.

There are a lot of good ones out there, but here is my favorite Tom Cruise Scientology Leaked Tape Parody!

June 11, 2012

Goodbye California

Hello, Ashland, Portland, Vancouver and Seattle... Artcars from all over the country are on their way to scare your conservative folks.

Got Squirrels?  Well you're getting MORE real soon.

Hover Car Concept from Volkswagen

First off, some people should not shave their heads... just sayin.

Volkswagen, which translates to "people's car" in English, challenged China residents to submit their ideas of what the car of the future should look like. The company sifted through more than 119,000 ideas submitted to the project website and compiled three concepts, including the Hover Car.
The Hover Car is a two-seater zero emissions vehicle that hovers above ground and travels along electromagnetic road networks. It can detect other vehicles on the road while navigating China's congested traffic centers, and its small footprint makes it easy to park.

It is farfetched, sure. But maybe not as much as you'd think. Automotive designers around the world have pushed for electromagnetic highways. A group at Stanford University has been working on the design of a true electric highway. A true hover car may be far away, but maybe not that far.